One thing I like doing is planning. Thinking about an outfit, which camera I'll use, the webcam is nice,because I can watch myself, but it takes a long time to upload video from it. Thinking about what to do is exciting, the outfit lends itself to action, that's why there is so much lingerie out there, and I could fill a closet with sexy clothes. The nikon is good for still photos, and that's fun too. Toys..to use or not- nipple clamps, or the dildo, or both, or just my hands,or fingers. I don't always film a cum shot, but when I do, what to do with the cum? Eat it, spread on my chest? Slide m… Read more

Want to see something, want to see me do something? It doesn't hurt to ask...I might have just what you have in mind. Read my fetishes.. I love to dress up, striptease, masturbate and especially to be watched. Thank you everyone for all your flattery and comments.… Read more

I'm glad people like my video and pictures, sharing is a real turn on for me. I'll do some more fashion compilation, there's a lot of stockings to go through... I've just got a pair of nice earrings and a choker collar, I like using the webcam because it's like a mirror, I don't care for the bandicam header though. I'll get something new up in a couple days. I can't wait to see.… Read more

I've been having a lot of fun here, and like the attention. Soon you'll see more femininity , maybe some jewelry, more dresses and tops, maybe some makeup too, lipstick is easy, I should use it more often. I should do more bare leg and barefoot pictures, I like the barefeet, painting my toes is fun too, I've got a new color I need to use. The best time for pictures is after a shower and shaving, nice and smooth.… Read more

sometimes, the camera runs out of batteries...so if you see a video that ends weird, that's probably the reason, and I'm sorry, I don't find out until later...where's that cum shot??? Damn! Anyway these things happen. A while ago I complained about dislikes on some of my work, well, I changed my mind. I know there are a lot of us out there, and it's just percentages anyway.  I know many of the users that call themselves crossdressers, do a better job at dressing up than I do, well, it's a matter of having the privacy to go all out, and I do want to. Wearing lingerie is sexy, and the f… Read more

I was watching the news the other day, and they mentioned safe sex during these times, it seems masturbation is the perfect answer. I'm completely safe... unless the nipple clamps get too tight. I've been thinking about something different for a video tonight, maybe a bit more gurly, my dick's been anxious all day waiting. I can hardly wait to see, and taste the results.… Read more

Ok, so my first webcam wasn't what I'd hoped for, it only worked for calls and didn't record. I bit the bullet and bought another one, and it'll be here later in the week, maybe I'll resell the other one. Holiday shopping is handy for those of us that enjoy wearing women's clothing. Really the only time I can go into a regular clothing store and buy panties, look at dresses and not feel self conscious. Going into the adult store is one thing, and that's different. What I did notice at the mall in town though, is that the clothing stores don't sell clothes for men that like to dress like hoo… Read more

I just bought my first web cam, I'll have it next week, looking forward to something different and it's exciting, making video and posting it is one thing, I think the live camera  will be even more so. Making my dick hard thinking about it, it'll be very interesting. Ok, I have the cam, I'm just learning how to use it. I'm extra new at this one, if anyone has advice. I think I expected some magic thing to happen with the webcam,  I've realized that there's more to it,  I have Skype, and I can see that might work if you have it as well. I'll go cam to cam with someone, or give… Read more

I have been wanting to make an outdoor video, I think I have just the thing, in mid October I go to a house by the lake that I work on twice a year, it's a vacation  home and always I'm the only one there. I've been thinking about what to wear and do, there's enough privacy, I've been thinking about the footwear, which stockings to wear, a top and a short skirt, maybe a little striptease and masturbation, maybe the vibrator too. Wish me some sunny and warm weather, it'll be brisk anyway, make my nipples hard.… Read more

So, today after a nap, I woke up and realized I've been having dreams with a recurring theme, not exactly the same dream, but a common theme. I think it has something to do with this website. I seem to be having dreams about being naked in public areas, the store, outdoors, just finding myself without clothing somewhere. Remembering dreams is not an easy thing for most people, they are disjointed images and feelings that melt away when we wake up. These dreams are weird, like today, the dream was finding myself going somewhere in the car and realizing I was naked, when I got to wherever I w… Read more

So, I have been using the site now for a couple months, and have looked at, and read a lot of people's pictures and  posts, as well as communicating with many. I have liked wearing girl clothes for a long time, soft, silky, sexy. I've worn makeup, and will get around to using my makeup kit eventually. I'm not a girl though, I like my dick just fine, some tits to play with would be nice, but I'm a long way from that. Shemale has always been a turn on, it seems like the best of both worlds, at least from where I sit, and you persons that are, and let us enjoy experiencing you, are appreci… Read more

Last night I tried on a new pair of stockings, nice shiny, with a peculiar toeless style, a bare heel and open toe. Then I put on my stiletto heels, they have a zipper in the back so you can get your foot in the cage style straps. I took some pictures, then went to take off the shoes and the zipper got stuck on one foot. Far from "sex sent me to the er". but it was a little worrisome, these things aren't cheap, and you just can't yank the zipper like an old jacket, it took some work, but I managed to get the foot out. Reminded me of a time I went to a bar, when I was still drinking, wearing co… Read more

I just bought some delicious shoes on ebay, some black stiletto strappy can't wait to wear them shoes. Online shopping is pretty good, but it does take time to get the goods. My first makeup kit is on the way as well, I've been wanting to play in the mirror for a while now, and I think I decided to let my hair grow longer, I bought a wig, but I'm just not sure about it, I've already mentioned that in a previous blog. Some longer hair, some makeup, the right outfit- good to go. This little hobby is reminding me of the saltwater fish tank, at first I kept track of the money.. but what's the po… Read more

So,  I just got the blonde wig, like the title says, maybe I'll get used to it, but it seems kind of confining,  it does make me look more like a female, just because of the longer hair, but I'm not completely sold on the idea. Maybe I need to spend more than 12 dollars... it would be simpler just to let my hair grow again, I used to wear it shoulder length. Getting in the eyes really bugs me though. and now, when I wear my glasses, the oils smudge them, one reason to keep the eyebrows under control. Maybe I will let my hair go for a while, I've been cutting it myself for years now,… Read more

So, it's been a fun, and seemingly quick number of days, since I started using this site. I can see where some of the opinions I've read come from. I've just blocked my first person. Some things, while they may be consent between the participants, to be honest, disgust me. I'm not going to get into it, it's a mute point, they're my issues and based on my experiences with people, and what I find sexy and stimulating. And this business of calling yourself "human from earth"...please, exactly what else would you be? It's not funny, it's a cop out. So, that's enough of that. I just got a new pa… Read more

Does anyone else like watching their own video as much as I like watching myself? I like watching other people's videos, and usually find something nice to watch every night, but I do like going back and watching myself on film, I give myself a hard on. Is that too much? The dream, to be able to fuck myself, but, that's physically impossible, even some of the positions I used to get into, to cum on my face, or piss on myself, are no longer possible. I have a breathing issue that makes being upside down very unpleasant at best. even the table at the dentist gets me nervous. Do it while yo… Read more

That's an old tag line- it got a toy company into trouble back in the day. Anyway,  having a lot of fun here, many new people, and a lot of exciting enticements,  perhaps it's just as well I live in a small out of the way town, I can see how I could get more than carried away indulging my desires, and those of yours. Sure, there are cities with a lot of users not all that far, but it's not that easy. Family got a little more complicated after we lost a loved one, and it's not as easy as it was to pick up and leave for a night or two. On the other hand- anyone coming to th… Read more

Today, I had some time, and a new miniskirt. So, I have the house to myself, and normally dress up at night, but opportunity was there, so I put on my white stockings, fishnet garter, black panties. Got my red shoes, and my little black top and set up the camera. I don't own curtains, and it was exciting, even in the house, the sun shining through the windows, and the skylights. Dressed as a schoolgirl, I don't really remember girls at school wearing an outfit like this, but it's sexy, and that's what lingerie is- something for the imagination, some skin, some straps, a lot of leg. Love to b… Read more

I had no idea there were adult bookstores and theatres  where a person could have sex with strangers. I am new at this...so- from where I sit, Salem Oregon is closest. Very tempting. I go to Salem now and then, I can see myself putting something sexy on under my jeans and going there. I read some reviews of the place, and realistically, what can you expect? I'm fine with sucking dick and being fucked, but I'm uneasy about control and choice in the matter. I am completely disease free. Period. Remaining that way is important to me, sure, in the past I fucked around, a lot, but do… Read more

I can play for you here, chat here. I can meet you, I have restrictions though- I can't meet at my house,  I live with family and it's not possible. I can travel, sometimes, my work takes me around Lincoln County and I work freelance as a contractor. I have interests and hobbies that sometimes take me further, and sometimes overnight. Physical attraction is a big part of this, sober, thought out activity, there is flexibility and remains to be seen, I keep searching, and wondering. In the mean time, there is a lot more sexy video to be taken...alone..… Read more