Widowed in 2019 realities of life's BS hit hard, No doubt. Still in 2025 I have not allowed it to define me. Lost my since of humor, direction, tenacity, integrity, or drive? HELL NO, on the contrary! Sure, my humor became a lil more sarcastic, my "Give-a-Shit" broke, time has become a precious commodity and not taken for granite, and I no longer question my own mortality. I don't give a fuck what people think anymore and learn that I never should have, still I don't try to disrespect people nor offend, I'll remain a gentlemen because of who I am. My trust in EVERYONE is completely gone, especially on line. I dont think there's any good left until they prove it to me. Sorry ass scamming maggots are abundant, there's no shortage of shit bags. 2025 is my year to begin dating if i can remember how to or I'll just keep rolling on ,