to 1CoolSBM1960 :It wasn't easy when I was young It was a crazy situation and initially It was him manipulating me and gradually turning me into a secret cocksucker for him . As I said he was very dominant and intimidating and he would catch me walking trying to sneak past his place and I would try to make excuses when he caught me because in the beginning I was confused about why I let him make me start sucking him and in school I would be day dreaming about it and it affected my grades. I just wanted to stop for a while because my brain was all over the place but he would catch me walking. Call me over and he would tell me walk and talk when I was making up excuses and the next thing I knew I was being guided by him each time I slowed down or stopped he would get just behind me and tell me to keep walking and the next thing I know we're walking to his place and soon as I was inside he would sorta make me feel guilty trying to avoid him. I'd say I wasn't but he knew. He'd say well your here now and tell me to strip. He would be upset with me and put me over his knee. Spanking me hard but then rubbing out the sting telling me that I made him spank me because I was not being honest with him but mostly not honest with myself. He'd spank me hard for a few minutes then stop. he would spit on his fingers and then rubbing my hole . Saying have I ever steered you wrong or lied to you? I'd say no . He would say you like that? Rubbing my hole and get me to say yes and then I'd start saying " but" and then He would spank me more till my ass turned red telling me there is no " but" understand me? He got me confessed that I just wanted time to think but he said I can think while I sucked him and then asked me don't you like pleasing me? I would feel guilty and look away and say yes. He would tell me to stand up and then point to the floor between his feet and I would sheepishly do what I was told. He would tell me this is what you need tell me to open my mouth. I don't know when I heard his voice saying that's it and moaning saying that feels good telling me he knew that I needed it. I just need him to remind me. He would start saying isn't that better? You know you like it suck it show him how much I need to make him feel good.
to jonnywillings :I’m totally a top, 8 1/2” plus and thick..very discrete no one knows that I love tgirls other then the Tgirl I am with or planning to meet. No one knows that the person I am with is a Tgirl or dresses. What goes on in the bedroom stay within the bedroom, why I had a few monogamous LTR, a few lasted for years. Instead of fucking this girl having my cock sucked by that girl..focused on this girl and her only. Whom was treated as a lady, kissed as a angel & fucked as my sexy goddess.. Tgirl lover 101
to 1CoolSBM1960 :Squeezing my cheek pulling my cheeks apart exposing my hole to the air and I kept going back down feeling his cock throbbing and moving as I felt his cum splash across my tongue. I just gulped the first one many each time I felt the sweetest cum splash on my tongue I greedily gulp it down. He was breathing heavily grunting and jumping up his hips off the couch and he was loud lol when he was finished I continued to suck out the rest and I sat up with the biggest grin on my face and my friend she looked at me and laughed and said look at the little cum whore. I just looked at him. Saw that look of satisfaction on his face and I like being the one who makes a black man get that look. I get a sense of pride and purpose. Needless to say but she would have him come over every so often. Eventually sometimes she would peg me while I sucked him off and or he would have me suck him off and get him hard and he would fuck me doggy style. Grab my pigtails and pulled me back onto his cock as he used my hole like a Fleshlight. Ever since.. if I met a dominant black man who wanted me to dress up I do. Not all black men like that so like the last black daddy I was serving. He just liked to have me completely naked in chastity but he would put a dog collar on my neck and leash lol god I worship black men. Love being a black man's submissive