I denied my cravings for forty years, until my late fifties, when I finally gave in and had a Craiglist blowjob hookup. Now I just accept that I'm mostly straight, but every few months I want to sub and be a cocksucker. Don't know why, but that's a part of me...
It's strange, but I don't see anything bad in this, in the end no one is harming anyone and my desire to please a man and help him unload his balls leads to release and a good mood.
to DanWilson397 :Me too man. Just turned 50. Told my best friend since 3rd grade, who is totally straight. He told me to go out and suck as much cock as I want! A true friend!