sissyslut-gina

i am the husband of slutwife Agi. or rather: i was her husband. i thought i was a real man once. i never was.

2011 she started posting sexy photos on facebook. i found it hot. i wanted to be cuckold. i begged for it. she made me her cuck. but at first it was just online - sexting, chats, me taking photos of her for other men. i thought that was the hottest thing ever. but that was just the beginning. i wanted more... i wanted her fucked by real men. she always denied.

2015 she stopped refusing. completely. short story: she found a young, fit, hung bull we chose together online. since then she can only get off on real men. he fucked her brains out. they did everything... anal, deepthroat, rimming, toe sucking, watersports, atm, bareback from day one. i never had sex after that, neither with her nor anyone else. i realized i am not made to satisfy women. and i was right... i became her roommate. her driver... took her to hotel dates, shaved her, bleached her asshole... but that wasnt enough for her. she even got tattooed. an initial she and her bull chose. i had no say. that continued, sometimes she had spontaneous fuckdates with others parallel.

2018 she suddenly wanted to "reconnect". back to normal. i thought maybe a chance to fix everything. but she lied. she became slutwife. secretly. without me knowing. she fucks other men without my knowledge ever since. she still flirts and calls it "just being modern and nice". the slutwife cant be removed from her. probably genetic.

and now? now i am sissy. a slut. because thats the only sexual arousal left in me. transforming for two years now. cage experience made my penis 2 inches smaller (i call "him" clitty). hormonal optimization. sometimes wearing clothes and sexy lingerie. love extreme humiliation and degradation. my "penis"... if you can still call it that, is limp and shrunk to 2 inches. it doesnt get hard easily... fully hard only for seconds right before orgasm. cant be used for real fucking anymore.

i am devoted and perverse. i am cock-crazy. i want what she wants. i want what her lovers want. i am nothing without her. i only want to be useful as a hole for other men. as object. as cumdump. as sissy. as faggot-loser.

and the hottest part: i want more. deep inside i want to be nullo. i want to lose my balls. completely. i want to be emasculated. i want no trace of masculinity left. i want to be just a sissy. a real one. one with no way back. but that will probably take some time until i am mentally ready.

my wife is currently looking for someone to help me. a dom. someone who trains me. who uses me. who destroys me. i want that. i need that. i must have that.

if you read this and think "he is sick"... yes. i am sick. i am perverted. i am a loser. a small-dick. a failure. but i am honest. i know what i am. and i want it. i only have my devoted perversion and my shrunken 2 inch dick that would rot if i wasnt constantly horny for sissy-pussy-fucked-by-alpha-cocks.

if you look for a sissy who does everything. who takes everything. who knows no no. who only exists to please others. then i am that.

message me. message her. but dont expect me to answer without her permission. i am just a tool. a toy. a sissy. a whore. a slut. but one who knows what he wants: lose everything. everything. until nothing is left but a devoted, emasculated, perverted hole.